Poporodní Deprese

A Visual Exploration of Postpartum Depression

Fatigue
Fatigue

Digital Photograph, 2020

Excessive Crying
Excessive Crying

Digital Photograph, 2020

Restlessness
Restlessness

Digital Photograph, 2020

Loneliness
Loneliness

Digital Photograph, 2020

Feeling Worthless
Feeling Worthless

Digital Photograph, 2020

Disconnection
Disconnection

Digital Photograph, 2020

Irritability
Irritability

Digital Photograph, 2020

Anxiety
Anxiety

Digital Photograph, 2020

Mood Swing
Mood Swing

Digital Photograph, 2019

Suicidal Thoughts
Suicidal Thoughts

Digital Photograph, 2019

Hopeless
Hopeless

Digital Photograph, 2019

Cannot Think Clearly
Cannot Think Clearly

Digital Photograph, 2019

             What could be worse than being miserable while something great is happening in your life? That is what postpartum depression felt like for me after my firstborn. The Anxiety and Depression Association of American defines postpartum depression as, “…a mood disorder in women shortly after childbirth. Mothers with PPD (postpartum depression) experience feelings of extreme sadness, anxiety, and exhaustion that can affect the woman's ability to care for herself or for others.” This traumatizing illness is what pushed me to create my current body of work, “Poporodní Deprese”.  

             Postpartum Depression is so quiet and taboo. There is not enough education and resources for mothers out in the medical world to help recognize the symptoms and be able to get help without judgement or panic. My work seeks to show the symptoms, emotions, and disconnection that mothers may feel. I photograph mothers who have personally suffered with postpartum depression, and work to explore the range of symptoms that can manifest. Not one experience with postpartum depression is the same. 

            Digital photographic media are used in order to be more easily approached and understood. Digital Images can be adjusted to create a mood and environment that is subtle, dark, quiet, and mysterious, in order to provoke contemplation and dialog.

The digital editing is dark and cold to represent the interior sentiments.  The ethereal touch shows the delicacy of mothers in the trying time of postpartum depression.  These photographs push the narrative of postpartum depression, to create an awareness of those small signs that the illness is emerging. The power of the photograph as both documentary evidence of and heightened surrealism places this hidden/ignored illness at the foreground in my work.